Even In Time

by Barney Newman

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1.
Who was it who was with me here a moment ago? Who has chosen to be noticed but to be unknown? What omen or allowance has been holding you here? What is the tripwire tapping that I start to hear? What is the cry coming from the hollow walls of my house? What is that unseen insect keening throughout? Like a shadow, like a stained glass chalice, like a force field, a strange craft, holy terror taking the palace and when you felt that pull on the nape of your neck, did you let yourself move through the water again? Who is it that is stirring in the pipes tonight? Is it any love at all to hold you in the light? Is it the body that is warm, that is figure and form and filled, fortified, and when the spirit is poured, is it the body that receives it, is it made of sound? Is it deeper, is it water moving under the ground? I was with it for a minute, I was all hung up, I was stoned, I was selfish, I was strung out on the ceiling, I was undefined, We were moving, I was reaching for you, I wasn't well, I was living in the mountains, you were on my mind. Send me down the salt mine Disregard my star sign Pull apart my lacking Loosen all my lost time I told you what would happen if I saw you round here again Song like plates smashing Focus on the streetlight I hear something breathing Right behind the fencepost Lose me for the season Feel it in your hairline
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Green Light 03:35
From up there on the ceiling, you know enough to doubt me. Baby, did you lock the door? I hear something, something's here and something here moves gracefully without me. Green Light high above me turning, I am past the feeling, I am yours if you would have me, while my fingertips are peeling. Make me weightless, I want gravity to stop for me, and nothing else but Green Light all around me. The lights are going out across the city Baby, did you miss me? My love, my love, my form has changed, and it is easier to hold you, you are smaller, you are close to me, I move just like I told you, I am action, I extend in all directions, I push up against the walls, and I am sounding but sibyl-scarred and shifting absence twisted into sound and colour distance come completely but unwritten it is never over never is that time was just a sound you heard and can't remember everything you said is in my body and my body's texture is a flutter feeling fell from grace but lifted listing with the weight of worship till you in your grieving set my self apart
3.
The old machine that sleeps in the stable has woken and is walking through the town and you tell me that it has to be an omen of another, older, unforgiving sound that is moving slowly over broken ground across the desert and towards our little foothill fountain home and your hands are making shadows on the walls like little strangers in the corners of my eyes and so we'll go follow our machine along the main road to the south past the mill and past the stacks and past the yawning yellow mouth of the mine and well the timing I could never figure out but you have my body and my heart is in your body. The figures in the distance start to shimmer. They move in pairs, you watch them from the door that you occupy, a cardboard cut-out sentry in the negative, propped up against the wall. Last time, the thing we saw between the fallen fences, all the horses bolted through the open door and ran out to be nearer to the water, where the air was cooler, restless nearer to me my love follow our machine along the main road to the south past the mill and past the stacks and past the yawning yellow mouth of the mine and well the timing I could never figure out but you have my body and my heart is in your body moving through the early morning ever-after river, running water keeps us safer, keeps us light to the life-giver watch the house that you grew up in start to fall into the sea now it is easier, easier to see don't try to hide it if you have it in your heart yes it's him I know it's him and baby, I can feel it start to move in tandem flooding into every part of me the loss which once was mutable is pulling me apart

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released May 22, 2020

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